"you are here" // digital collage // june 2024
"terrain" // digital collage, photography // june 2024
"rainbow" // digital // june 2024
later used for "self portrait 2"
there is an image here, its just entirely white, so to look at it,
open it in a new tab, thx.
"self portrait 2" // digital // june 2024
originally was going to be a gif and the white was going to rotate
colors from red to green to blue and then back to red
"self portrait" // digital // march 2024
later used for "eye" which was later used for "terrain"
"mountains" // digital collage // june 2024
"mountains blue" // digital // march 2024
later used for "mountains"
"i give and you take" // digital // august 2024
this one's extremely hard for me. its inspired by a (now private)
video by narcissa wright in which she read a poem which started with
the line "i give and you take". she had a vtuber avatar for some
reason and her eyes keep opening and closing apparently at random,
and everybody in the comments said how creepy it was. i think
narcissa is just a good person who made some mistakes. she was
depressed and went to a "cringe" route to gain attention, but she
didnt hurt anyone. i was going to use the poem for a song called
"bring me the head of narcissa wright" on layer #003. i was also
going to sample a video by her reading live a 4chan lolcow farm
thread on her. it became an outtake as quickly as i started
recording the album.
update: after looking it up on the web archive, i was able to
download the video i was gonna use as a sample. titled "4chan /v/
bullies Narcissa". i would still like to make that song, but ill
probably not use the samples. the comments before i discovered the
video (which when i did, were disgusting) are full of positivity
messages for narcissa, which made me happy
"flowers" // digital // february 2025
later used for a short untitled video
"eye" // digital collage, photography // june 2024
later used for "terrain"